You Might Be the One...

...that I've been searching for.

I made M a card and taped it to her door to find. How mind-barfingly romantic of me... What can I say- I love the girl.

You might be the strange delightful.

How incredible to think that this could be the relationship to end all relationships- the one that make or breaks me, sink or swim mothafuckas. Everytime someone gets married I think, "How the hell did that happen?" Do they really think all this stuff through or do they simply go with the emotions and hope for the best? Most married couples I know were together less than 2 years when they got engaged. How are you supposed to know at a year and a half that this is the person you want to spend the rest of your life with?

You might be the girl that shall end all girls.

5 months on Friday...and I often think M might be the one. But it scares me to make that kind of commitment to someone after such a short amount of time. I mean, how much can you really learn about a person in 5 months? I know how she likes her tea, I know that her favorite thing to sleep in is her Taste My Rainbow shirt, I know that she would cry like a girl if she ever met Trent Reznor and that her mom means more to her than she'll ever say out loud. But I don't know why she does half the things she does. And I don't know whether or not I should.

You might be the sweet unspiteful.

I want to get married. I want to spend the rest of my life with one person and live happily ever after. I want to feel loved every day and know that I am completely in love. I don't want to become jaded and love-shy because I've been hurt. But how does one keep from getting hurt? And how does one know when to put down the gate, drain the moat, and let someone in?

-ChatNoir-