Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Get a Firm Grip, Girl...

...before you let go.

I don't know where M is. I haven't heard from her since she left a party last night and I've been reduced to a hand-wringing, whiny-voiced, frantically-phone calling, mushy girl mess. I love her, and though she may not know this yet, the rest of my life would feel incomplete without her.

I LOVE YOU!

What if she got into a car accident? What if she vodka'd herself into a drunken stupor and fell down the stairs? What if she accidentally mixed too much alcohol and Tylenol and she O.D.'d?

I just don't know, and that's the hardest part. I'm sure everything will be fine. Her phone probably died, or she passed out last night and didn't hear me calling, or she decided to call in sick to work today so she turned her phone off. I'm sure everything will be fine. But what if it's not?

I just need my girlfriend to pick up her goddamn phone and give me a call. Even just a text message saying "Hey honey, I'm fine- talk to you later." Or "Hey you skank-ass ho, I'm fine, stop calling my motherfucking phone and waking me up." Though I'd prefer the first one.

I just want to know that she's ok. Are you ok?

-ChatNoir-


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